miss u so much!!!

hello! it's been a long time i didn't upload anything in my house-"my words"...miss u so much dear...i didn't mean to neglect you but i hv to :( ...well for your info, i'd involved with marking SPM english paper 1&2...it'd started from the nov till dis...i was depressed since it was my fisrt time marking those papers...i got this chance because i of the teacher can't make it...her mother got ill suddenly and that's why i got her place...furthermore, my bf has asked me to join them and she's in too, that's another reason why i agreed to be the evaluator...7 out 0f 9 were the new markers, therefore i'd feel glad due to the "comfortable" environment (for myself especially hehehehe)... now we'd finished the marking and what a relief!!! at last i got chance to surfing the net and updated my beloved blog...that's all 4 now...i'll keep in touch with you later...see u again... ;-)

courses...;-) + :(

i just got back from a course held in m'cca...it was the basic course for caklempong...i was asked to go there in order to avoid penalty from the state education department...those school which failed to send the (appointed) teacher must write a letter to the edu department...what a silly! in my case, i replaced the appointed Tc because he is vigilating the SPM examination...can't she - the principal send someone else instead of me ...think positively, it was a great opportunity for me to learn the caklempong things...at least i got something form the course...the truth is i'm not interested (don't want actually) to be involved/handle the caklempong team...i only interested to listen to the music...by the way, the Tcs are already knew how to play the instruments...

last week, i was in shah alam...attending a remedial course for english...this is another thing...we - the Tcs who attended the course - were told that we need to carry out remedial activities in school and it will be monitored for three months and a report must be sent to the edu department...what a nuisance...there are too much work to do in school nowadays and they still want to burden us with another duty... ...by hook or by crook, i have to do it on next year... what i need to do now is to relax myself, calm down and move on with it smoothly, nicely and smartly...i should better think of something to ease my life...don't take it to serious, otherwise i'll be in trouble

pray for my success

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aidilfitri 2007 @ taiping

here are some pics taken on our way to pangkor island. it was my first time to pangkor, visiting my father's relatives. unfortunate, i wasn't in the pics because i felt dizzy due to the sound of the boat engine......it was loud and made me got a little headache. enjoy the pics ;)

my sister, angah, with her hubby and kids....in the middle, my youngest brother- ibrahim

my whole family on the open-deck including my youngest uncle- acu, in red baju melayu

me was inside.....dizzy........ :(

mira was waving while mirul couldn't stop making his "muncung" ;-p

the relatives who are staying in pangkor.....they were nice and friendly eventhough that's our first time ever met

mira and mirul with tok

al fatihah for nurin... :-(

i feel so sad while watching buletin utama tonite about the poor luvable little girl...the late nurin jazlin...I could only feel pity for what her family are enduring due to their lost... ;-( ... i barely read articles about her especially on the reports of how the maniac(s) had done to her tiny body...she's only a little girl that couldn't defend herself from the devil(s) vile attacks...i wonder why the attacker dare to abuse and kill her violently...i hope govenment do their best to catch the right person...and for the public, please give your cooperation.

formula 1

hye...forgot to post the latest news bout F1...DUMA ONE is the first among N9 F1 clubs...well done faizal...and the team of course - fitri, voon gye, and the other two...forgot their name...unfortunate i didn't have chance to attend the presentation because at the same time i have to bring 4 students to national science centre at bukit kiara...we don't manage to get into the competition but faizal is praying for that...i know it...he's so excited bout this project coz he loves it! furthermore...he is talented...as for me...i didn't have to worry. the students are the chosen one...they able to handle the presentation well...but i'm afraid that some people might not like me to be part of the team...hmmm...maybe faizal don't like me too but have to accept because it was the principal who appointed me as one of the teacher adviser...maybe it's only my negative instinct...hope so...pray so...i want to be part of the team as well as faizal is around... ;-p

nsc programme

reached home at 4pm...sighh...tired...sighh...


some of the pics @ activities at the national science centre, bukit kiara, kl...

my students with their facilitator,(fr right) izzad...thivya, suhaila, asma and shukri

during the drama session with mr. brian...they'd lots of fun

the robotic session with mr. saiful...not in the pic...it was challenging to mk the model move...i still don't satisfied with it... hahahhaha

luqman with his outcome

my ibnu sina...misz u guys

me with some of the teachers involved

pink and red sea cucumber...isn't it beautiful...errrrr... :-l

@ cyberjaya...the simulation theatre...fantastic...

the ostrich was doing the catwalk...errr...ostrich walk ;-p

mini experiment with the daisy...

graduation

ALHAMDULILLAH....praise to ALLAH...finally i received my degree from the pro canselor tan sri rozali ismail on the 29th of august, the last day of convocation held in universiti putra malaysia... here are some pics taken on my happiest day...(so far...)

will resume later...so much work to do... ;-p

i'm back....have a look at the pics taken on the day

me with kak lin, my best friend after the ceremony

with a few of my classmates

my other best friend - kak hanim

my father, my induk(auntie) and my mother

@ putrajaya...the flowers were not mine...kak lin's ;-p

these were a group of tourists from china...they were attracted with my "jubah and mortar board" lorr...at first i thought they wanted me to take pics of them but in the end they took pics with me...furthermore, we conversed like "ayam and itik"... English - mandarin...can u guys imagine that???? ahahahahahaha...so funnnnyyyy!!!

one of my fav pic...yeahoo!!! at last we've graduated together-gether hehehehe

induk and ibu @ putrajaya

on the next day - 30th august...behind me was my faculty of educational studies, upm

seeing each other...!

most of us went for rehearsal except a few of my classmates...they couldn't make it...never mind, there still time to meet during the actual day...the graduation day! i can't believe that i'v completed my study...together with twenty-five classmates...learned a lot about each other...discover new ideas, approaches, and methods which were useful and practical in teaching english and literature. besides that, i've got chance to experience campus life that made me feel free... =p

in the hall during the rehearsal

from left: ridzwan, kak lin, kak aishah, kak iza, fara and kak hanim

from left: kak lin, kak aishah, kak iza, fara, kak hanim and me

the six of us...can't wait to receive our degree...

at the academic building after taken our final sem transcript

graduation fever

can't wait for the graduation ceremony...

the southernmost tip of mainland asia 3...

more pics of tanjung piai resort and national park

... the resort where i stayed...

... the resort form far...

...dunno what kind of tree is... ;-p

...he's a bit shy hehehe...

...the palmae @ nipah....

the southernmost tip of mainland asia 2...

@ the main entrance of tg piai national park...14th of august 2007

the big globe & the busy malacca straits...15th of august 2007...

...me...15th 0f august 2007...

... en. hamid...looks like hindustani actor....15th 0f august 2007...

...kak yan...15th of august 2007...

...peace...

...me again...smile...

the southernmost tip of mainland asia...

13 - 16 0f august - i was in tangjung piai resort in pontian, escorting students for a course called "kursus pengurusan kelab persatuan sekolah2 menengah peringkat kebangsaan 2007 - zon selatan". my duty was only as guru pengiring which not much work to do becoz they have provided everything...i considered myself had a light-duty-holiday-trip over there...i got chance to enter the tanjung piai national park to be at the southernmost tip of mainland asia! iyeahooooo! it never across my mind that i can be there, so it was my golden opportunity and i'll never forget the sweet moment been there with my new friends...kak yan and en. hamid. both of them were very friendly person and i had a great time with them. here are some pics taken in the national park and the resort...

face some problem in uploading the pics...will resume later

after camping

i went for camping after i get my things packed. suddenly, it rained heavily and i afraid that our camp site is wet too...i left the house at 3 while it still raining heavily...it was raining till i reached bukit tangga..."my god! how are going to set up the tent?" said me...luckily in the middle of the hill, the rain has stopped and it was till i arrived at the camp site...it doesn't wet at all! alhamdulillah...syukran...

1st day
met my students, the police cadet and was informed that 3 form three students are joining the camping though they had been barred (by the senior teacher) from doing so because these girls are the trouble makers...i don't know bout them till naje told me...well, since they already there, we the teachers just let them to join after been scolded by the assistant camp commander 2...mr. malik...owh btw i was the assistant camp commander 3 (a.c.com 3)- in-charge for the female participants. *sigh* it's only me alone without any help from other female teachers...never mind...even though that was the first time appointed to be as a.c.com 3, i can do it.

the students hv their own area to place their tents but how bout the teachers? where am i going to set up mine? it's getting late and i was searching a better place...couldn't find the right place so i asked my boss - the camp commander...and he asked me to place mine near the end of female students'...so close to the shower+toilet!!! hiiiii he's so cruel! heartless! annoying! the male teachers will sleep at our 'surau' at the front compound and he wanted me to take care of the girls alone??? how can he thinks like that? damn! i never said no but i spotted a place near one of the female teacher from my school so i set up mine next to hers...i felt dissatisfied on this matter and ordered my brother to follow my instructions a bit harsh till my friend said to me "don't angry to him..." hmmm at last a person did noticed me and i felt 'tpujuk sikit'. i volunteered myself to sleep there...and they supposed to guide me coz I'm their new 'family members'...finally, my brother and i managed to set up our tent just b4 dawn. now we hv place to sleep.

1st night
the camp commander gave a brief explanation for the activity on that night and everything went well. i stayed up till 1.30 am and after ate maggi mee with my police cadet whose on duty that night, i got into the tent and try to have some sleep...unfortunately, most of the students made soem noise...chatting with each other and those who are on duty weren't stop walking back and forth, i hardly sleep and awaken every hour!!! the students got up at 4 am to bath and me...had my bath at 5.30 am nobody was around and i bathed freely hahahahaha...it was cold but as the water running through my body, i felt refreshed!

2nd day
went for a jungle tracking in the morning..it was fun...recalled the memory i had it few years back with my previous school...during the activity each uniform/group had to take care of an egg represent their pride...the police cadet which was the last group and my students too...had given the egg to a teacher who tricked them without they realized it...poor them...it became a bit emotional to the student who handed it over and she felt bad bcoz everybody blamed her...they got scolded and punished but they still continue the activity...proud of them.

in the afternoon, the activities were abseiling and crossing a pool at jeram toi. not all students got chance to do these two bcoz lack of time and it required high safety and dicipline from the students...what came to my shock was one of the three girls i mentioned earlier had created a trouble with her spouse...which from police cadet too...my goodness! they really made me felt embarrassed!!!

2nd night
"malam kebudayaan" - each group performed their task and the most interesting and new to me was from renjer puteri - muzikal sunyi sepi....they performed an energetic singing show without voice hahahahaha...all members had their own part such as singer, guitarist etc. and the girls really all out...all of us had fun watching their performance and at the end they won.

after the show end, we - the camp commander, the assistants (including me) revealed mistakes they were not supposed to do...so we punished them appropriately in order to build one's self-awareness in cleanliness. right after that, we called out the two students and questioned them to know the truth bout the report i got. at first they refused the report...so i left them to be investigated by the other two teachers. at the end they confessed and were advised by the two teachers...i can't handle them bcoz i was busy furthermore i was angry and i might scold them badly...i think i need to learn how to solve problems using other approach...*sigh*

3rd day
the closing ceremony - we had a formal closing and i was proud of my students especially the police cadet lah...everything went well and i thanked them for their cooperation bcoz they willing to clean the toilet bowl without any hesitation. and i still proud of them! well done girls!

i left the camp-site at 12.30pm and reached home at 1.15pm. so tired and had a lot of things to do...overall, i learned a lot from this activity and got to know some of them better...

perkhemahan perdana smkduma n smkp

starting tomorrow 3rd - 5th of august, i'll be involved in school camping join venture with another school. we'll be in jeram toi, kuala klawang...never been there before, just pass by when i'm on my way to school and going home...i was appointed as the assistant of the camp comander 3..what a luck!... it is because i'm single...and they want me to be there all the time...*sigh*

well, hopefully this camping will help me learn a lot bout my friends in school and the students too...last but not least, i want to enjoy the camping...don't be too serious ahahahahaha

F1 portfolio

finally, we manage to complete the portfolio which need to be sent to the person-in-charge at Pusat Ko-ku - raja azhar...hmmm the person who has to send the portfolio...of course me! pezal asked me to do so...one of his reason must be - i live in seremban...which is true...never mind this is a team work...so everybody must cooperate with each other. moreover, i got chance to know where the Pusat Ko-ku was...it's behind the Aspuri hostel where my ex-schoolmates used to live.

i hope (so does pezal...) that our portfolio will be approved so that our team - DUMA 1 - has the opportunity to take part in the competition. till now...i 'll update with more news later...

formula one

its the final stage to submit the protfolio...uwaaa...i'v to work hard due to our mistakes coz my fren & I didn't realize the dateline...we supposed to submit the portfolio on the 29th june...and tonite is 30th july...what the ****! oh GOD! oh GOD! help us in completing the portfolio...*sigh*

2 months without salary...waaaaaa

uwaaaaaa...this morning, i went to the office to hand in the kew.8 form to the clerk...only one clerk was there and she was the person in-charge of my salary...i'd taken all forms needed from my previous school...from 2004 till 2007. she said that i'll get my salary on september (!!!) due to the dateline was over...what!??? gosh!!! that means i've no salary for two months uwaaaaaa!!! eventhough i'll get back-dated salary...how bout my expenses for next month??? well, i've to take some money from my saving account (which only have little money...) ...owhhhh what a trouble! nevermind...i'll make sure that i'll spend the money WISELY!!!...please honey dear...spend the money WISELY will u??? and I WILL!!!

;-( ;-(

al-fatihah

i was shocked to hear about the result of the searching...all of them died in the accident...so sad to hear the news...the family members waited to get good result...hoping that they still alive but at the end, they died... :-( as for me, i was hoping that they are alive...searching ways to get out of the jungle...or the rescue team manage to find them and will bring them out of the crash area...

ALLAH is the one know what will happen to us...no one in the world can predict 100% aboout the future...in this case i (maybe others too...) predicted that they are survived...unfortunately my prediction was wrong...they didn't...what we can do is to recite doa in order for them to get better place in heaven...al-fatihah

photography session...

this morning my school had a photography session for school's mag. started with form 1 classes to form 6...later all clubs formed in the school...luckily the weather was fine, just good for the session... ;-) as a form teacher for 4 zuhal, i took the picture with them, there were two absent students from my class...well they didn't have the opportunity to take pics with their new form teacher ahahahaha...so sad...

in the afternoon, my friend-faizal called me to take pics for Formula 1 club...hehehehe i thought there's no pics for that club, like it doesn't exist ;-p...after the session, he informed me that we'll hv our 1st meeting on this wednesday. at last the mega project will begin.

tomorrow afternoon- all english, maths and science teachers have to attend the buddy support system. we'll continue with last week's lesson...lets learn phonetics guys!

at last...feel like human

its been a while i didn't post any news bout me...i was so busy for the last three weeks due to many events happened in my life...on the 1st week, i'd to attend school on saturday...it's a replacement day for the coming hari raya...on the 2nd week, went to balok beach for a camping...and last week, again a replacement for hari raya...this week i hv two days of holidays that will makes me fel like human ahahahhaaha...

my new house is ready for us to move in but b4 that we - my family and i - hv to wash it...the contractor left the house quite 'comot' thats made me felt 'geram'...anyway that's their common attitude...*sigh*... luckily with the help of Pakcik Ad, i got discount hehehehe

gtg...need to get ready for our activity later in the evening...lets wash the house!!!

my grandfather...

my aunt has asked me to accompany her to visit my grandfather at my uncle's house in sentul. since i had nothing to do, the three of us (my sis, bro & i) agreed to follow her. so we went to her house in kuang by comuter. we stopped at kuang comuter station and where her husband fetched us after the jumaat prayer. at 3pm we went to my uncle's house and his wife and their children were in the house. i felt glad to see my grandfather since my last visit a few motnhs back...he was sitting on his wheelchair (he rarely walks therefore he feels pain on his knees and waist due to his less phisycal ativity), looking at us. so we salam him and told our name...so that we hope he can recognise us. due to the accident a few years back, his memory began to decreased day by day. everytime we visited him, that's what we did, introduce ourselves in order to refresh his memory.

my grandfather is in his early 80's...alhamdulillah he has nothing serious disease such as diabetic, hypertension or heart problem. this could be of his healthy diet at his early age, therefore he still in good heatlh! he can simply chew the tablets without fear of the bitterness...phew! as for me, i couldn't take tablets without water...that's my grandfather, haji agam bachik (see pic) which i call him as atuk ayah. deep in my heart, i want to take care of him (together with my late grandmother...unfortunately she passed away 14 years ago...) but due to some obstacles, i couldn't...i hope and pray that atuk ayah will be in good heatlh. may Allah bless him and our family.

his new life partner...

first of all, congratulations to our PM Dato Seri Abdullah Badawi of his second marriage this saturday...in my opinion, he should hv one to be his wife coz he needs someone to talk with after office...though his late wife passed away due to breast cancer, he appeares calmly in public and manage to handle all situation...unfortunately, there are people out there who take advantages on him...many incidents happens nowadays and it involved the government sectors...what the h*** they did with our money? well...it takes two to tango...u guys know what i mean :-l

F1 Technical Challenge

hi...it's been a long time i didn't up-dated my blog due to work constraint...nothing actually...well i've just attended a course called F1 Technical Challenge. it's a course to teach teacher advisors to use a software called "solid edge"...this software is used to create a model of F1 racing car by form 4 students...since my current school is taking part of the programme, i was selected to attend the course...[ i'm replacing the actual teacher due to some of his limitations...] hold in uitm shah alam on last wednesday 30th may till friday 1st june...this is a big project for the school and i took this opportunity to take up the challenge (wow!) to assist the students in this project...i'll assist them more in verbal presentation because one of the regulation is to present the project in English therefore, i'm the one selected by the principal...i was told that the students are the chosen one because most of them...eight of them...got straight A's in their PMR...hmmm life will be much easier i hope...not forgotten, my partner in crime -faizal- will train/teach them how to use the software...honestly i felt like-stupid-idiot while attending the course because i'm zero in this field! luckily faizal was there too and he helped me out in understanding the software... ;-). the actual teacher whom i replaced for will be part of the team too...as for the last words, i hope i can learn more on how to use the software...faizal, you must give me an in-house training! this to make sure and in order to create and develop my interest in the project. hehehehehe...

welcome back to the education world

recently I've completed my course at upm...and got a posting letter from jpnns...I took it myself...I'll be posted to smk tinggi dato undang musa al-haj, k.klawang, nsdk. well.... honestly I feel relief because I got what I want...being posted near to my family, the ministry had done their job (maybe because just the two of us who applied for N9...and only upm pkpg students have completed our study earlier from the schedule) but at the same time i feel sad leaving my colleagues at my old school...sk sg besi........aida....i miss u my best friend...... kak jie, kak dah, noor, ust. nasir, masliyadi and the rest of them.

sk sg besi was my first school and i worked there for about 3 and 1/2 years before further my study in degree level....in the school, i learned a lot bout the teaching world where I've gained lots of experience teaching the primary students..i became the class teacher for the year one pupils...1 cengal for two years in continuity....they were very cute and naughty hehehehe....

will be continued later...gtg now