Al-Fatihah

it's been three months since my late father died on 3rd march 2011...my mother has been struggling with her emotions but i believe that she is a strong-willed person. she was alone at home when she received news about him, we're all at our work places. i got a call from my sister telling that he fell at the railway station in Shenzen, china. he was on a business trip to Guangzhou to buy cottons to starts a business...unfortunately, he didn't make it even though i know that he was enthusiastic in doing his business. i had an argument with him before he fly to hong kong. he ordered me to buy him a ticket but i didn't want to, therefore he went to klia and bought himself a ticket. to me it is a waste of money because this business needs a lot of money. instead of going and spend all his money there, i preffered him to be at home due to his health condition. i realized that he was not fit anymore, he didn't show it but i do realized it whenever i saw him sleeping. he looked so TIRED! deep in my heart, i want to have a father-daughter conversation but i myself is too ego to do so!!! now, it's too late for me...he's gone forever and we will never see each other again. i couldn't see him moving around the house, making his curry puffs, messing the house with his tools, buying a lot of groceries, joking with my mother and the kitten...etc. now, i will never forget to recite Al-Fatihah for him. may he rest in peace. may ALLAH swt grants him with HIS love and care. Amin

AYAH...KAKAK MINTA MAAF DI ATAS SEGALANYA...