unfair!

i got a shock when a clerk at my school called me this evening telling me that my application for dg41 has been rejected due to late reply. the SPP claimed that i took more than 60 days to reply...but i'd completed all documents before time...how could this happen to me? i got a lots of things to settle on this week and here comes another! owh my GOD! help me please...i don't want to go through another interview which makes me in h**l for a few weeks! i hope this thing can be settled...hmm in my thought i'll go to putrajaya to meet whoever-in-charge to get this thingy thing settle...wish luck be with me throughout any action taken...amin.

friendship

sweet words are easy to say

sweet things are easy to buy

but sweet people are difficult to find.

life ends when we stop breathing

hope ends when we stop believing

friendship ends when you stop sharing.

so share this with whoever you consider as a friend.

to love without condition...

to talk without intention...

to give without reason...

and to care without expectation...

hope our friendship will never end unless we stop breathing.

i got an sms from a friend and i would like to share it with others...out of my intention to be more than a friend to him because to me our relationship is based on true friendship...honestly (on my side,yes...i thought he has the same too...sigh...)

he sent those lines to me which i totally agree on the sixth line...i feel to ignore him but after thinking back, i shouldn't because i'll lose a friend...

i'd lost one; he died a couple of months ago and that made me sad; i don't want to lose another...

maybe at that moment he is confused...or he is telling me his true feeling, perhaps...i don't know...

therefore i decided to remain as a friend if he is back to normal...(sounds serious huh?!!) if he isn't, i'd rather to lose him forever...

i mean it, ***sha...you know the dos and don'ts...

::my hoping is...::

my hoping is teachers will be given more space to explore their own teaching

to suit the demands of the students...

my hoping is teachers will get more equality from the government...

my hoping is teachers will not being as the lab rat

to measure the capability of the politicians in handling the education system...

my hoping is teachers will represent the education ministry ourselves

instead of "them" who are always neglecting to understand us...

my hoping is teachers will shine like the moon tonite...

my hoping is teachers will shine like the moon tonite

even though huge obstacles are testing them...

my hoping is this year's celebration will be as it supposed to be the sweetest memory

for the time being...

so happy teachers' day to all teachers in malaysia...

• it's just an instant writing for tomorrow's celebration...the idea just appeared after receiving smses from my collegue of the same field of work...and the moon, i added in after had a look at it because one of them thought it looked so mysterious tonite...should be more excellent writing i guess... ;-p

pictures

a few collections of pictures taken by me

genting...here i come...;)

on the 1st may, i was in genting highlands, joined the school tourism club activity for a day holidaying on the hill...went there early in the morning and back at 7 pm...

brought my collegue to play some of the challenging games there since that's her first time been there...coincidently on the 1st may itself ;p...

i thought i was flying on the air with hands firmly holding on the seat while playing the space shot...at the same time feeling scary!!! oh GOD!!! i screamed as loud as i can...a few years back i didn't because i was too scared!!!! this time, i SCREAMED! aaaahhhhhhhh!!!! my collegue also did the same and she felt like vomitting after it's done...hehehhe...i guess this would be her most unforgetable experience ever!

9.53 am...in the cabel car up to the hill

the beautiful scenery of GH forest

kak halimah and me

cappucino pop corn anyone?

the male teachers in light blue, red and the staff in dark blue jacket smiled happily

it's unique, isn't it?

we are the champion!

girls power!

steady boys!

it's been a while i didn't post anything in this blog...well, i've been busy with all the docky works, lesson plans, extra classes, etc. due to this, i rarely surf the net...even to check my e-mails!...i want to but because of exhausted i ignored my laptop...she kept calling me but where was i?...on the bed...ahahahahaha!

let me updated you guys with some news about my previous activities in april...on the 10th, my school has organised a competition between all the uniform societies..."Pertandingan Kawad Kaki Peringkat Sekolah 2008"...there were nine participations which two of them were from my police cadet...both female and male...it started early in the morning with the KRS...the wheather was good at the beginning...suddenly the rain poured out to earth and became heavily from minute to minute! the students didn't stop and continued marching...and completed all command. they showed a very good attitude - obedient, which resulted big applause from us...the competition has been continued after waited for 10 minutes.

the second team was my female police cadet...and the rain slowly stopped while they perform...and completely stopped during their turn...they did well even though not as good as last year's team...this time, we had a quite tough competitor which was the red cresent society...their performance was good [but of course not as good as the police cadet :)]...i like to highlight on their confidence and discipline which made them as the first runner up...during practice i can see their coorperation and they deserved to be one of the winner too...at first, in my thought, they could win because they did quite well too...their lack was on the commander's voice which i thought not good enough...her voice is loud but not tough perhaps...hey, that's my personal opinion! so on next year, the police cadet should work more harder to retain their status as the champion at school level...and i do hope that the juniors will show their enthusiasm in taking part on the competition.

the KRS is marching in the rain

the female police cadet

the scout

the male police cadet

both teams are side by side...at first...the male cadet had to move to the other side later on...

puan su-the chief adviser teacher of the police cadet said, "they don't want to be separated from each other..." :p

some of the participants gather to annouce the winners

faiz is receiving the certs from the principal as the second runner up

suria is receiving a hamper as the champion team

the boring holiday ever

for the whole week, i didn't go anywhere...just being in the house...do you know why? i've got flu and fever...and the worse thing was i got an allergic!!!! arrgggghhhhhh!!! it's been a couple of weeks now and i've no idea on what is happening to me. i went to the doc and he said maybe because of the dust around me, but what if i got this allergic right after i've taken my bath? and i noticed that when the wheather is chilling, then it'll appear lah! aiyoh! it's scary to see this thing on my body...especially on my legs...it's so itchy! it'll grow bigger and bigger if i scratch on it and sometimes i can't stand on it!

a few days ago, i went to see an aunty, she is the bidan and can make some "air" lah...she told me that this has something to do with the satan and i remembered that my cousin (she came over to my house last weekend and spent 2 nites at my house) told me that she felt something at the moment she entered my house. she could feel it at the living room and in my bedroom too! ya ALLAH! what the **** is happening? i felt a bit scary and couldn't sleep after came back from the aunty's house...seriously i couldn't! maybe because of my feeling or because i slept late on that nite...i don't know! i felt like something in my bedroom.....mummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

i hope that this thing will disappear for good because i couldn't tahan lah...i've to wake up at 5.30am to go to work and i've experienced it a couple of weeks that this thing appeared every morning! how am i going to do my work with this thing on my legs for a couple of hours??? oh God please help me...please God!

anyone out there who has the solution on my allergic? don't hesitate to tell me ya!